120 Days Without Alcohol!

It's been 120 days without alcohol, and honestly, it's one of the best decisions I've made in my life so far.

Given how seriously I used to take this "sport," it might actually be the best decision.

I'm proud of myself.

Without alcohol, I enjoy:

• A stable mood - no more emotional rollercoasters
• Quality sleep - waking up refreshed every morning
• A stronger connection with myself - authentic self-awareness
• A more predictable sense of life's direction - clarity about my path
• A more optimistic outlook - even in the face of setbacks, doubts, or emotional wounds

I'm more productive, and my health's improved too — especially gut health.

The Financial Reality

That productivity hasn't translated into money yet, but things are getting better.

I still believe in the dream: a good life funded by mobile apps and content creation.

The key is to keep going — not fall into the loop of "okay, now I should do something completely different."

No Regrets, Only Growth

I don't miss drinking at all.

If anything, I regret having drunk more than I should've in the past.

At first, there was some confusion — but that's just part of the recovery, because alcohol erodes your personality in layers, step by step. It takes time to feel joy again without chemical help. And that's okay.

Social Life Changes

Sure, my "social life" took a hit. I've become a hardcore morning person, and late-night socializing just isn't my thing anymore.

Sometimes I feel a bit of FOMO for those wild nights out — but when I really examine that feeling, it's fake.

In reality, I was:

• Arguing with someone
• Acting like a jerk
• Or just drinking alone at home

Then I'd vanish from life for days.

The Truth About "Fun"

There was no magical "fun" life I'm missing out on.

It was mostly an illusion — a trick my brain pulls to drag me back to a place where there's nothing.